Just reblogged a lot of happy/inspirational stuff for y’all! Especially those who are currently struggling or fighting their own battles, whether it be depression, self harm, or an eating disorder or anything in all reality. You’re stronger than you think!!! If you EVER need help, please, talk to http://4evershameless.tumblr.com/ or you can talk to me. Stay strong and positive, the ball is in YOUR court now. <3

Now that I think about it… Jamie and Sam have been the most role-model type towards me. I mean, they’ve helped me with quite a few of my problems, let alone the other people that they’ve helped. I’m just grateful for the advice I’ve received from them.

Part of life is falling in love, and these two achieved it. Congrats to you both. Much love.(: <3

Happy two years to Cameron and Jamie. Y’all truly are the definition of best friends and true love all wrapped up into one. In every picture I see you two smiling and happy, and it’s so refreshing to see a happy couple. The both of you are kind hearted good people and I wish you many more years to come in your relationship. <3

That freaking Hot Topic video that was shot in Camden… I. SHOULD. HAVE. BEEN. THERE. I was supposed to go, too. I had three chances to go, but then my mom booked my flight and I missed it. I could have saw Asking Alexandria again. I could have possibly met the boys again. I just really wanted to meet Danny and tell him all the shit that his music has helped me through and how he makes me strive to do what I want and just not give two fucks about what others think. I could have met Myca, Jamie, and Brandi as well. I could have met Luci! I could have talked to Sam again. Oh my god now I’m just even more upset.

Oh my god<3 I’m literally so happy. I’ve been in a piss mood all day. It’s been senior pranks. Needless to say, it wasn’t fun. They started off the day with water balloons and they were pegging them at people, then 5th period there was a massive food fight, 7th period (my lunch) they were going to throw paint on us, and then after 9th, they were going to throw water balloons filled with paint down the stair cases on us, and they blocked off Righter Road. Luckily I wasn’t a victim, but I was still cranky. But, I finished my Avise La Fin drawing and shaded it and outlined it and it looked pretty good. I took a picture and sent it to James via twitter and HE REPLIED TO ME. ASDFGHJKL; I’m so happy. I really am. To the point where I cried. James has replied to me, boy-Sam had replied to me, Ben follows me (He’s answered my DM’s before too), Samantha follows me and her and I talk, Myca has tweeted me, Jamie tweeted me, and I talk to Brittany. I’ve talked to Brandi via tumblr too. Oh my gosh. Not to mention I met the AA boys… (:

I think is super fucking cute how Cameron is with Jamie. It literally makes me go “awww!” Even when he’s away on tour, and the distance separates them they’re still madly, deeply in love. That’s how you know it’s super special. I hope I find someone who treats me like Cam treats Jamie when I’m older. 

Oh my gosh. This has been a fantastic sweet 16 so far!! Y’all are the best. Thank you to Myca, Jamie, Brittany, Sam, my followers and my followers on twitter for wishing me a happy birthday. I swear, you have made me one happy girl! I feel so lucky!!<3

To anyone and everyone who stumbles upon this post… if you’re struggling, know you’re not alone. I’m always here for you, and I’m willing to listen and willing to help. If you don’t want to talk to me, I understand. There’s http://4evershameless.tumblr.com/ which is run by Jamie and Samantha. Don’t be afraid to talk to them, they’re awesome and give out GREAT advice and reblog amazingly inspirational pictures. I KNOW they’re willing to help. Plus, there is http://daily-dose-of-inspiration.tumblr.com/ who is willing to help you as well. That blog has inspirational photos, and some helpful pages that will move you, and hopefully motivate you to get through whatever is in your path. Please know you’re not alone. Please know that right here and now there are 4 people willing to help you. Willing to give advice. Don’t give up. Don’t lose faith. Stay strong, and stay positive<3

Or you know, meet Myca or Jamie or Brandi or talk to Sam once more? I’d take meeting those girls over a present any day. They’re so kind and gorgeous and they’re so nice. I’d love to tell them that I look up to them. I’d love to tell Myca that the anonymous people are just assholes, and they’re clearly jealous of how breathtakingly gorgeous she is. I’d tell Brandi that she’s so kind, and that she’s so gorgeous and that I’d love to be like her when I’m older. I’d just talk to Sam about books like I did last time, but I’d tell her meeting her was a pleasure and a blessing. Jamie… I’d tell her that she’s too kind, but that’s a good thing. I’d tell her that she’s beautiful. And if I met Asking Alexandria again, I’d tell them the stuff that I didn’t get out. Like how Danny is my role model, and I think he’s one of the bravest men I’ve ever met. Or how Ben is so freaking cool, and I’d love to tell him that he makes me want to play guitar. Or tell Cameron that he’s so nice, and that I know he’s part of the band and I look up to him. I’d tell Sam that I think he has the cutest, biggest, most adorable brown eyes and I’d kill to have him as a brother. I’d tell James that he’s my favorite drummer, and I want to personally thank him for being so damn cool with me outside the tour bus that night.