That freaking Hot Topic video that was shot in Camden… I. SHOULD. HAVE. BEEN. THERE. I was supposed to go, too. I had three chances to go, but then my mom booked my flight and I missed it. I could have saw Asking Alexandria again. I could have possibly met the boys again. I just really wanted to meet Danny and tell him all the shit that his music has helped me through and how he makes me strive to do what I want and just not give two fucks about what others think. I could have met Myca, Jamie, and Brandi as well. I could have met Luci! I could have talked to Sam again. Oh my god now I’m just even more upset.

Oh my god<3 I’m literally so happy. I’ve been in a piss mood all day. It’s been senior pranks. Needless to say, it wasn’t fun. They started off the day with water balloons and they were pegging them at people, then 5th period there was a massive food fight, 7th period (my lunch) they were going to throw paint on us, and then after 9th, they were going to throw water balloons filled with paint down the stair cases on us, and they blocked off Righter Road. Luckily I wasn’t a victim, but I was still cranky. But, I finished my Avise La Fin drawing and shaded it and outlined it and it looked pretty good. I took a picture and sent it to James via twitter and HE REPLIED TO ME. ASDFGHJKL; I’m so happy. I really am. To the point where I cried. James has replied to me, boy-Sam had replied to me, Ben follows me (He’s answered my DM’s before too), Samantha follows me and her and I talk, Myca has tweeted me, Jamie tweeted me, and I talk to Brittany. I’ve talked to Brandi via tumblr too. Oh my gosh. Not to mention I met the AA boys… (:

I don’t understand why people think Danny and Myca are back together. I don’t understand why they can’t just be friends! It’s always like that! Guys and girls can’t be friends, it’s so odd!! But yeah, even Myca’s mom keeps telling you guys that they aren’t together, but you STILL ask. Why would she lie?! And if they ever DID get back together, Danny and Myca would tell you. Not bandmomma. Sheesh!

Oh my god. Best 1.99 spent ever in my entire life. My emotions were all over the place. With Reckless and Relentless, I was laughing due to James and Ben’s sexy moves, then amped up when the fight broke out. I legit cheered “KICK HIS ASS DANNY!” then the rest of the guys got in a fight as Cam stood there awkwardly(‘: I thought it was awesome! I love that James got carded, then flipped out. He’s a secret badass! Droomer by day, badass by night… ahaha. Then with To The Stage.. I always get emotional. I always go “TRUST NO BITCH!” about 50 times during the video lmfao. I found out that a friend of mine is in the video.. I guess I can call him a friend, I talk to him all the time haha. But I always tear up and cry when Ben finds Danny. Then in Dear Insanity.. MIND=FUCKED. Oh my god!!!! When Ben’s going “WHAT’S GOING ON!?” he sounds like “THERE THEY ARE!” in the first studio diary! But I legit cried. I was emotionally disturbed. I DON’T CARE IF IT WAS FAKE, OKAY?! But yeah, when Danny jumped up and screamed “OHHHHHHHHHH!” I was like “Hot damn!” and that’s all I can think about when I hear Dear Insanity now. I love Belladonna. She technically is a good guy, so I like her. I LOVE when they were in the limo and they’re all partying and Danny is all fucked up but still does the metal horns(‘: and the bloopers.. I LOVED ALL OF THEM. I was really stoked to see Myca in the video, to be honest! I was thrown off by her brown hair, rewound the video, and was like :D MYCA! Haha. But yeah, the bloopers. Danny’s wet cowboy boot. Sam throwing up. James spatting on his own face and it being on camera. “James, you fucking mess, mate! It’s 1 am and he’s already passed out once!” haha and OMFG DANNY WITH HIS PIGGY NOSE AND TONGUE. I LOVE IT. Haha James coming in after they called “CUT!” during the fight scene… and him thinking Danny was ACTUALLY lost. (‘: he’s so adorable. The best part… “DANNY, DON’T DIE YOU MOTHERFUCKER. IF YOU DIE I’M NEVER TALKING TO YOU AGAIN!” As you can see, I love this video, and I can’t contain my emotions. Long live rock and roll. And that’s exactly what they’re doing!(‘: 

Oh my gosh. This has been a fantastic sweet 16 so far!! Y’all are the best. Thank you to Myca, Jamie, Brittany, Sam, my followers and my followers on twitter for wishing me a happy birthday. I swear, you have made me one happy girl! I feel so lucky!!<3

alex-gayskank asked: Danny and Myca really did break up again! Im gonna go crawl in a hole and die now.

Myca is a beautiful person. She’s better off. Clearly she has a big heart and is willing to love. Any guy would be lucky to have her. She has a wonderful personality. I don’t know what happened between her and Danny, but clearly, it’s not for the worse. They’re going in separate directions, and both of them should be happy. Danny has a crazy lifestyle.. being a rockstar and all. I respect that. I wish him luck finding someone that’s just as fantastic as Myca is. Myca doesn’t deserve to be sad, and she’s too beautiful to cry over anyone. She should never frown, or be upset. So I wish her the best of luck at finding a Romeo that constantly makes her happy.

Anonymous asked: I love Myca to death, honestly. But I thought it was kind of weird how she said she was done crying over, Danny then the next thing you know she's in a hotel room with him and that other chick. And it's pretty obvious what they were doing as well. I just kinda think she leans on Danny too much :/

To be completely honest with you, I don’t know what you’re talking about. What hotel room? When was that? Are you assuming that they had a threesome or something? I’m honestly very, very lost. I think Myca is independent. People are asking her if she’s moving back in with Danny, and she isn’t. She’s staying in Texas because she has a job and earns money by working her ass off. I don’t think Myca leans on Danny too much, I think it’s an equal balance. As I said before, a healthy relationship means you’re allowed to lean on one another for support. Myca seems to be very happy with where she is at this point in her life, and to be completely honest with you, I’m happy for her. At the end of the day, she doesn’t need a 15 year old to stick up for her. After all, she is 22. But she’s a role model of mine, so I’m just voicing my opinion. I think very highly of Myca because she seems to be really sweet and humble. BUT we must keep in mind that this is her life, not ours, we don’t personally know her, so we can’t judge. 

I think it’s so cute that Danny and Myca are so excited to see one another. They are true love (in my eyes) and I just hope I’m as happy as them one day.